one of the reasons its so difficult, and finding a way out

say some monster just took some of your energy, your so tired you can't open your eyes, an unnatural state that makes it impossible to do your work....

and why you don't have the energy to party at night like you need to do fer werk.

eventually you avoid all tired states, sleep more and more and don't push yourself to perform.

the way out of your problem.

woke at four am, the unnatural tick state tells you you can do nothing now. within 2 seconds of putting the ionizer to my forehead, i was awake and functioning, as though i've just had a coffee. sold as an air filter for a few dollars, and delivered with a plastic tip that feels like high voltages. cut the tip off, solder up a connection lead and buy a 12 volt battery from $60....

anyway, i want to be dreaming about winning dance awards.

27th of febuary 2023

sure have forgotton that resting tick

and forgot all about the ionizer on the forehead to wake up!