things that aren't attractive

it's like the entire circle of my life can be filled with "things that aren't attractive"

ashtrays, claws, concrete, negative attitude, "people better than you", skepticism,

told things by people who obviously know less, suspicion, bums who want $2, diesel engine smoke, nasty coloured walls, unvalued-huge effort work, undervaluing the party starter, complexity surrounding getting into my home, difficulty leaving home, complexity surrounding doing the work i'd like to do,

the list can go on, of things that aren't attractive.